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Created on 2009-02-01 03:48:03 (#18324368), last updated 2009-02-02

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Name:	brokenwing09
Birthdate:	03-29
Location:	Kansas, United States

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I'm 5'5 and 130 pounds. I have reddish brown hair, and hazel eyes. I'm most comfortable in jeans and a tshirt.. my boyfriend Rob is amazing, I love him to death. I have a huge history of eating disorders in my family, all of my sisters (3) and my mom, and her mom.. and guess who else got it?! Me. Rob is so helpful but it would break his heart to know exactly how bad my thoughts about my weight are, and how frequent. Every day, 24/7. So the most we talk about is how I feel fat.. I just need someone else to talk to, someone who understands. I have been a cutter since I was 14, and had a close call last year- hospital and everything. I was doing really good, 6 months.. and last week I did it again. At one point I weighed 150 and that was the last draw, last April I started crash diet after failed crash diet. I'm not at 130 pounds and I feel amazing.. but there is still something missing! I just want to be 5 pounds less, 10 pounds less.. it changes everyday. I can't get it out of my head, Just those few pounds. I really need some support and some help girls!!

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anything romantic, going shopping with friends, hanging out w/the bf, hard rock, i don't have time, i heart 80's movies, never been kissed, playing guitar, pretty in pink, seether, sevendust

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